Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Just a little stressed and whiney

Okay so this is going to be brief, non-sarcastic and whiney and the largest reason right now why I'm not blogging. I'm stressed for the following reasons...

  • My mom has cancer... for the third time. This time, it is the most aggressive and has spread. She isn't going to die from it but she's very tired, sore and sick. I worry about her every second.
  • The Husband has more details about his deployment.
  • We still haven't closed on the house. I'm aparently not very good at waiting. I just want our house already.
  • My in-laws are back in the picture. Long story super short, they made some poor choices last year, we stopped talking to them, they moved back to the state and now they are back in our lifes. I am working on accepting this and moving past my hurt and anger.
So um yeah... and while I know, lots of other people have their own issues to stress them out, those are mine. And of course I have plenty of things to be thankful for (wonderful family, wonderful support, etc) sometimes it's hard to remember them all.

It all reminds me of the saying by Mother Teresa, "I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much".